Posted by Janice 3:40 PM
Im disappointed, I'm not happy... Its my 21st bday celebration in Korea and 21st bday means u r an adult but I guess I can't. I just wanted to leave the hotel in the night with some friends and I get this:'No girl. Cannot.'Yes, I know my family cares abt me or they wouldn't have said that, I'm blessed to have family and friends to care for me but all I want is absolute freedom. I want to hear from them is: 'Oh ok.. must remember to be cautious and take care' and not 'No girl, cannot go. If you really want, We will follow you.' I sick of that seriously. The fun is being with your friends not your whole family tagging along with you. I'm already 21, a grown adult and I'm still being controlled or should I say restricted. When can I really grow up in my family's eyes? I hate it when they say I'm still young and must wait till I grow more mature. So when are they gonna think I'm mature enough? 25yrs old? I just want to be a normal 21 yr old lady going anywhere as she wish and not being restricted or even asking for permission. I'm sick of my mum saying I should be back before 11pm. I'm sick of being restricted, being treated like a never-gonna-grow-up kid...